Up in Arms

Trying to be proactive in a not so kind situation, I contacted another
headhunter to find work as well as a permanent position today.
They seemed impressed with my portfolio and have already sent me a lead.
I need to get a little work together for them.

I need to follow up with a couple of jobs I have applied for and look
at the job boardsfor any new ones. A lot of times the same crappy jobs
never get filled for long. The same companies always have the same openings.
I have freelance work again with focalscape.

I have started to follow through on my grief counseling. I am reading 3 books –
“The Grief Recovery Handbook”, “The Mastery of Love”, and “How to Survive the Loss of Love”.

I like self-help books. I know they can’t help you with everything you
are feeling but bring up questions you may not have thought of.
It reminds me there is no timeline on recovery.
Take your time. Grieve. It is natural.
You will be sad. You will have good days & bad days.

Space. Space will help. Giving her space is important.
Space is important for me to heal.

I just wish things were different…
Right now, this is where I am at.

“Together now I don't know how this love could end
My lonely heart it falls apart for you to mend”