Somewhere in Between

Sorry for not writing in a while. Busy is good though, right?
I have been freelancing back at EFI Sports Medicine the last 2 weeks.
I had been there before, for 6 weeks between NEXT Proteins & FishTank BA.
Very cool company & cool people. I also interviewed at DISGUISE,
the largest costume company in the US. I found out this week,
they hired someone else. I also had a phone interview this week
with 212 Interactive. After talking to them I don’t think it will
be a good fit. I am really going to give EFI a shot.

In my other world (the one that has been f@#ked up for months),
I have really hit a low point. I need to get my life in order
before it gets worse (which is a point of no return).
I am not being creative, I cannot concentrate,
and it has consumed my life. It scares the hell out of me.
I needed to do something desperate…

Yesterday, I took to the road.

I packed a bag for a couple of days, got in my car and drove North.
First stop, Encinitas to see “chuckles”. Afterwards I went to
Moonlight Beach for a while, with enough time to write in my journal
(which I started a few weeks ago).



moonlight beach


Next stop, Newport Beach & Fashion Island. I love the area up there.
Very clean and it just feels wealthy. Great time. The mall is fun.
The drive up was great. Just getting out on the open road is therapeutic.
I love road trips if I have good company.
But yesterday was about ME clearing my head.

I didn’t know what I wanted to do next – head into LA, maybe further?
Instead, I love my home town and thought just being around
my friends & family during the holiday weekend.
I dropped the car back on the road. I ended up back at Mission Bay.
I love our city. The bay was awesome yesterday,
except it reminded me of “smiley”. Took my time there,
watched the people running, boating, and enjoying there evening at the bay.



mission bay


I know the recovery process will take time.
I want to get back to normal. I want to be me again.