Patterns

This month has been weird and emotional, to say the least.
Between "Job Stuff" and the passing of my Grandma, I had been
an emotional wreck. No real time to be into freelance or any
creativity. Throw in being sick for a week, and you have one
miserable boy.

I have slowly moved past this and has let the juices start to flow
again. Some sketching. Some preping for painting. Some web updating.
Some talking to some potential freelance clients. All good stuff.

Sometimes it's hard just to get over the initial HUMP.

But here I am. Working hard. Hitting the gym. Improving myself.
Physically. Emotionally. Creatively. Financially.

It seems like this is a common theme for me in the last few
years. Is this what I have become / am becoming? Is it just
Growing up (finally)? Growing old(er)?

Things have been falling into place but I like the adventure
and excitement.... even crave it in some ways.

Is my life the same pattern, year after year?
*deep thoughts*