Saturday, May 31, 2008

Tired Days & Drunk Nights OR Tired of Bastards and Bullshit



Lately I feel like no matter how I try, I'm dodging Landmines
and Landslides... Relationships, Work, Friends, Freelance, Worrying,
Stressing, Cussing, making me a generally unhappy person. Eating me
up some days. I'm real tired of it. Must change. Have to change to survive.
I am alone in this. No one else is there to pull me through. A test?
Perhaps. I know I am strong. I will change.

I know I am a Passive Aggressive person. I never though there was
anything wrong with this... People must not like it. I've been called
out on now twice recently. Let me be frank- it's not going to change.
Deal with it. I put up with other peoples shortcoming every fucking day.
I don't have the power to change people - I realize this. So I say "No more".
Not me. Let them destroy themselves in any way they want.

Time for me to get back to Me.

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