Salute your Solution

I am Broken.

It was brought to my attention that I like to date "Broken" girls.
That I like the ones that are HOT but with MAJOR ISSUES. The ones
that are a (HOT) mess, off kilter, completely kooky and just plain crazy.
That I invite that drama into my life....

Probably true.

But here is the truth... I probably wouldn't do that unless I was broken myself.
That I think I can fix their messed up lives. To be the "Problem Solver".
According to the Jung Typology test I am a ESFJ (Extraverted/Sensing/Feeling/Judging).
Which does fall into the category of wanting to help people and to fix their lives.

Probably not the best girls for me to meet. I should be seeking out a stable, nurturing
relationship that would help me grow. But for some reason I get the crazy, fighting,
drunk, cheating, horrible bitches that are usually fun for a while, BUT time shows
their true faces (two faced??).

Now obviously there is a reason that I feel I need to fix these women.
Probably stemming from the broken relationship between my parents
(divorced when I was 7) and not having any control over that - being a control
person now, I feel like I need to "fix" all that is wrong with these women
so I can have a normal relationship with them. This is all based on an amateur
diagnosis of my psyche.

Again, maybe I need to fix me before entering back into the dating realm...??
Maybe I need to start with a normal, non-fucked-up relationship that can
sustain life, as opposed to bleeding out like a puncture to the carotid artery.
I feel I am over the DRAMA and BS, but still get drawn into it.

But as of now, I seem to be doing the same thing... over and over and over again.
Broken.... with a smile on my face.


"I seem to think I think I got a little situation
So listen to me sister listen maybe you can help

I think I give a lot of problems my consideration
But not for me it always seem to be for someone else"