
I am Broken.
It was brought to my attention that I like to date "Broken" girls.
That I like the ones that are HOT but with MAJOR ISSUES. The ones
that are a (HOT) mess, off kilter, completely kooky and just plain crazy.
That I invite that drama into my life....
Probably true.
But here is the truth... I probably wouldn't do that unless I was broken myself.
That I think I can fix their messed up lives. To be the "Problem Solver".
According to the Jung Typology test I am a ESFJ (Extraverted/Sensing/Feeling/Judging).
Which does fall into the category of wanting to help people and to fix their lives.
Probably not the best girls for me to meet. I should be seeking out a stable, nurturing
relationship that would help me grow. But for some reason I get the crazy, fighting,
drunk, cheating, horrible bitches that are usually fun for a while, BUT time shows
their true faces (two faced??).
Now obviously there is a reason that I feel I need to fix these women.
Probably stemming from the broken relationship between my parents
(divorced when I was 7) and not having any control over that - being a control
person now, I feel like I need to "fix" all that is wrong with these women
so I can have a normal relationship with them. This is all based on an amateur
diagnosis of my psyche.
Again, maybe I need to fix me before entering back into the dating realm...??
Maybe I need to start with a normal, non-fucked-up relationship that can
sustain life, as opposed to bleeding out like a puncture to the carotid artery.
I feel I am over the DRAMA and BS, but still get drawn into it.
But as of now, I seem to be doing the same thing... over and over and over again.
Broken.... with a smile on my face.
"I seem to think I think I got a little situation
So listen to me sister listen maybe you can help
I think I give a lot of problems my consideration
But not for me it always seem to be for someone else"

The first released pictures from the upcoming GI JOE Movie..
Ummm does anyone else thinks it looks cheesy??? Maybe....
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Chargers announced their 2008-2009 schedule:
PRESEASON -
8/9/2008 Cowboys vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
8/15/2008 Chargers vs. Rams, Edward Jones Dome
8/25/2008 Seahawks vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
8/29/2008 Chargers vs. 49ers, Monster Park
September 2008
9/7/2008 1:15pm Panther vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
9/14/2008 1:15pm Chargers vs. Broncos, INVESCO Field at Mile High
9/22/2008 5:30pm Jets vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
(Monday night - Primetime game on ESPN)
9/28/2008 1:05pm Chargers vs. Raiders, McAfee Coliseum
October 2008
10/5/2008 10am Chargers vs. Dolphins, Dolphin Stadium
10/12/2008 5:15pm Patriots vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
(Sunday night - Primetime game on NBC)
10/26/2008 10am Chargers vs. Saints, London -England, UK
- BYE -
November 2008
11/9/2008 1:15pm Chiefs vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
11/16/2008 1:15pm Chargers vs. Steelers, Heinz Field
11/23/2008 5:15pm Colts vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
(Sunday night - Primetime game on NBC)
11/30/2008 1:05pm Falcons vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
December 2008
12/4/2008 5:15pm Raiders vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium
(Thursday night - Primetime game on NFL Network)
12/14/2008 10am Chargers vs. Chiefs, Arrowhead Stadium
12/21/2008 5:15pm Chargers vs. Bucs, Raymond James Stadium
(Sunday night - Primetime game on NBC)
12/28/2008 1:15pm Broncos vs. Chargers, Qualcomm Stadium

News in the world of TV (Yes, I know many of you think I watch TOO MUCH TV,
but actually I announce and update on shit I don't even watch):
My Name is Earl & CSI return tonight!!!
BSG Season 4 starts Friday night - 10pm.... Don't miss it!!!
Alfred Gough and Miles Millar, creators and executive producers of "Smallville,"
announced on Wednesday night they are planning to leave The CW series to focus
full time on feature films.Smallville plans to return for their 8th
(and most likely FINAL season) with Lana & Lex Luthor returning in only guest roles.
IN NBC news:
"The Office" Spin off is in the works and will debut after next year's Super Bowl
in early February. It's expected some of the actors will be migrated over to
the new show.
"Friday Night Lights" has been renewed for a 13-episode third season.
In an odd move though, it will debut on DirecTV on October 1st and then
re-air on NBC starting in February.
"Medium" and "Life" which both won't be back til mid-season.