Friday, March 17, 2006

Have it All


WHY, when you are having a good day (week, month, whatever...)
you get THAT e-mail from your EX that ruins it for you… ????

They can’t leave well enough alone. They want to get in the last word.
Or tell you how much they miss you and the “special” little things you did,
the time spent together, why they feel the way they do,
wishing things were different, wanting the best for you,
telling you how much you deserve the best, and hoping to be friends again.

Where is the APOLOGY for screwing around behind your back
and lying about it, treating you like crap, not facing the
real facts about WHY their life isn’t working, the compound lies
upon lies to cover it all up, not appreciating everything you did,
realizing that you let everything slide just to make you both happy,
and never asking “why you did it”.

When they have that moment of clarity and realize "WOW, I fucked that whole relationship up. It is completely my fault".

I am very angry. I want a REAL apology.
I want you to get therapy. I want you to realize how much you hurt me.
To see why I did everything that you claim hurt you more (measure the pain, go ahead).
I want you to stand before your friends & family and explain WHY you screwed me over.


Let me tell you, I have moved on. I am happy again. I have begun the healing process.


“When I've had enough, she drains me when I'm empty, she fills herself, she takes it all
In too deep, she's spilling over me, go on and have it all”



1 comment:

P-Clan said...

....and if you were really that special to her, she wouldn't have fucked around on you the first time, or second time, or even the 3rd time ??? Life is like a box of chocolates Forrest, unless you're dating that bitch, cause you know exactly what you're going to get!

To hell with that bitch, she's old, tired news. She should now only harbor feelings akin to than that of having to take a big crap. So the next time you think of her, take a shit and be done with it !! For that's all she's worth...