Man in a Box

Well, I made it through the Holidays (barely). My life has definitely
been in flux the last year, as most of you who know me. 2005 was not so kind,
but I made the most of it. “What doesn’t kill you will make you stronger” or something like that.

I celebrated the end of the year as best as I could.

And I decided to do it alone.

Christmas was great. Spent with family & friends alike. I hosted the annual
Xmas party at Buca Di Beppo, in which Spork asked me (like Luca Brasi asking
the Godfather for a favor) to take care of the bill this year. Shaz received
the coveted “Lifetime Achievement Award” which was an actual award this year.

I did receive a GREAT present from my Mammy.
A digital camera - the SONY Cybershot DSC-T7. Check it out!!!
Many photos will come from this gift. I am a lucky guy.


New Years was a bust. It rained here in San Diego and I was feeling blue.
It was better to stay in – and out of trouble, which I could have easily
found at the RBB or out with Chaz in La Jolla. Instead I spent an evening
of reflection and self-thought. Asking the age old question – “What do I want to accomplish this year?”.

First off – the Job situation. It is close. I went for a 2nd interview yesterday.
I hope to hear something today or Monday. It has to happen (or else).

Next – the Relationship. I have been droning on for a long time and it
is time for a change.I finished the therapy in the fall but could probably do
a couple of follow ups. I have felt trapped by my own self for many months.
Where as my low self-esteem and self-pity have played into the wrong hands.
Even with all of the lying, cheating, and disrespect I have encountered,
I have still managed to learn and grow. Now is the time to break the cycle.
Time to crawl from that box.

Also, along the work side, my website is almost up.
There is a hold page – www.vhype.com
Once the site is up, I will make the announcement. It will be a great tool for finding freelance work.

I hope everyone had a great Holiday, New Years and 2006 is prosperous for us all.


Mister gets everything he wants